Finding my way back home has been hard, what do you do when you have been thrown so many curve balls in life, when you feel like you don’t fit in… when you feel like your not sure what’s right, when so much bad stuff has happened you aren’t quite sure if you are losing your mind… nowhere to turn to, nowhere to run, when there seems to be more downs than ups it can be hard to keep your head held high. Some people might not understand your journey and some people might not understand what’s right for you. They may try to rule and control your existence, but you will only lose yourself on the way….
finding your way back home to your heart can be a hard a trialling journey, but it’s worth it, living life with passion and fire is harder than living in denial but the road to your heart can really make everything worthwhile, when trials and tribulations come knocking on your door what are you going to do? Are you going to give up and give in? Or try to put your faith in the universe and take a chance on what life may have to offer you. Sometimes you may not be sure where the roads or life will lead you as they twist and turn and take you on new journeys and in different directions from day to day, but if you sit and hide in discontentment then where does that get you…?
Do you listen to yourself and follow your instincts or do you take the advice of others? Do you do what feels right for you? Or give up on your hopes and dreams to make others happy? Do what you love and do what feels right because your heart will always lead you in the right direction… life may be trailing and hard at times, but that’s what living is all about… it’s just a journey of existence, things will happen and you will find yourself in places and situations that you never knew existed… if you just take a chance and live a little faith you might be pleasantly surprised… don’t worry what other people think of you if they don’t understand you or your life, it’s not up to them to decide what is right for you. The roller-coaster can take you to strange and mysterious places, the world can chew you up and spit you out, you may have your heart broken but life is worth taking a chance on and so is yourself. If you decide to take a chance on yourself and give yourself a chance you never know what may happen.
Sometime you will feel all alone.. sometimes you will try and try and it feels like constant dead ends. But if you follow your own truth you should always feel safe and free.. all I know is that living in fear will get you nowhere, but sacred and trapped inside your own mind, you are the only keeper of the key and if you choose the path to your heart the truth will always set you free, people won’t understand the battles you face within your mind because most people will only go off things they can see. You may try to speak to them and try and make them understand but some people will never understand things they can’t grasp… and that’s ok … that’s totally fine. It’s not up to you to try and change peoples minds, because that in itself is an never ending battle that will get you nowhere, all you can do is believe in yourself, forgive those who don’t understand you and keep moving on.